I'm Hurt

Actually, I like somebody... I like her since last 2 months.. I told her bout my feeling... And she said she don't mind bout tat... I told her I want her to be mine... And she said she will think bout it first... But last week, I heard tat she have someone special in her life.. Tat time, i feel like wanna kill myself.. I waited for her for along time... But now she had other person... If tat person is a good person... I don't mind... But the thing is, tat person just like an evil... Tat type of person she wanna take as her special person?? Can't she compare the good and bad things?? I planned to propose her in romantic way... But now.. i just can leave it as my dream... IDK whether she still can accept me or not... IT JUST A DREAM!!!!!!!!